HOLLY LERSKI
SWEET DECLINE
Chicago
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How long, how long
Will these heart strings stretch an ocean?
Chicago, oh Chicago
Will they ever let me go?
‘Cause if you don’t want me
Who says I’ll be lonely?
Who says I’ll be low?
Not in Chicago
Not in Chicago
Not in Chicago
Down there, down there
Watch Old England disappear
Chicago, oh Chicago
When I land I’ll let her go
‘Cause if you don’t love me
Who says I’ll be lonely?
Who says I’ll be lonely? I’m not lonely
Who says I’ll be lonely? Are you lonely
Who says I’ll be low?
Not in Chicago
Not in Chicago
Not in Chicago
Started in Heathrow Airport departure lounge, 8th August 2019 and continued midair over the Atlantic.
Home Is Your Shoulder
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You were the well I fell into
I clung to the sides when I met you
What did I know, when I let go
You were holding me from the start
Home is your shoulder
I was the kite on a string
The weight of my life always pulling
Well I’m in San Francisco now, they cut me down
And tethered me to a stone
Home is your shoulder
Any time you want me
You just reach up and pull me
Any time just call me
Just pull on these heart strings and I will come running
Any time you want me
You just reach up and pull me
Any time just call me
Home is your shoulder
Started on the hill at Fort Mason, San Francisco, 15th August 2019.
Carmel
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Woke to coyotes sometime around three
Missed my dog and went back to sleep
Next day I drove down to Carmel and sat on the beach
Ate a cake and drank coffee
Far from home. Alone but I’m not alone
Spoke to my mother, nine days away
She said are you lonely I said I’m okay
I’ve got gulls here for company
I’m sat in white sand
Big Sur waves, guitar in my hand
Far from home. Alone but I’m not alone
Dogtown USA
Close by, Monterey
I just need Clint to make my day
Next stop Lake Tahoe then Yosemite
Then round Sequoia via Death Valley
Oh Dink thinks I’m crazy it’s the wrong time of year
So maybe I’ll just stay here
Far from home
Alone but I’m not alone
Far from home
Alone but I’m not alone
Far from home
Alone but I’m not alone
Far from home
Oh Carmel I’m not alone
Written on Carmel Beach, 16th August 2019.
Yosemite
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Arrived on the banks of Tioga Lake after entering Yosemite National Park, 21st August 2019
Tall Trees
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Those burns and bruises, we’ll mend
Clasping our disfigured hearts, we’ll start again
And in that valley, we’ll lay
Making love under the tall trees, we’ll say
Tall trees stand for centuries
So will my love
Come back to me
Come back to me
Come back to me
And in Tioga we’ll stay
’Til snow covers the pass, I won’t be afraid
We’ll build a fire under those whispering pines
Who’ll call up to the mountains, please be mine
Tall trees stand for centuries
So will my love
Come back to me
Come back to me Come back to me
You lit a fire, you lit a fire, you lit a fire in me
Tall trees stand for centuries, so will my love
Yes tall trees stand for centuries, so will my love
Tall trees stand for centuries, so will my love come back to me
Tall trees, tall trees, tall trees
Tall trees stand for centuries, so will my love come back to me
Tall trees, tall trees, tall trees
Lyrics that came with 'Yosemite' , Tioga Lake 21st August. Continued over the next day.
Oh Cassy Run
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Trill and tremble
Body quivers as she sleeps
Does she dream of pinewoods
Resin needles under feet
Oh Cassy run
Into the wild into the woods
I wish you could take me
Now she’s standing ready
Lifts her head and smells the air
Scent of nettles
Rabbit and badgers lair
Oh Cassy run
Into the wild into the woods
I wish you could take me
Now she’s running, chasing
See the muntjac through the break
Somewhere in the distance
Hears me call it’s time to wake
Oh Cassy run
Into the wild into the woods
I wish you could take me
Oh Cassy run
Into the wild into the woods
I wish you could take me
Oh Cassy run, oh Cassy run
Oh Cassy run, oh Cassy run
Oh Cassy run - take me
Written on California State Route 198 from Sequoia National Park to Los Angeles, 23rd August.
Nepenthe
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Driving Big Sur in the mist
I didn't know what was coming
Los Angeles I thought I would miss but I don't
Oh Nepenthe
Oh lamenting Nepenthe
Heard Henry Miller came here
I wanted to spend my last day there
Gods of Olympus: Kerouac, Ginsberg and me
At Nepenthe
Under your moon I'm undone
Oh what a lune I've become for you
Here's my lament for Nepenthe
You, you
Oh Nepenthe
And in that library
She told me she wrote poetry
But I'd be gone the next day so I asked her to write to me
Oh Nepenthe
Under your moon I'm undone
Woah what a lune I've become for you
Here's my lament for Nepenthe
You, you, you're my Nepenthe
You, you, you're my Nepenthe
Oh Nepenthe
Oh Nepenthe
Written under the Nepenthe Restaurant sign at Big Sur, 27th August.
Joshua Tree
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I left Los Angeles
Said my goodbyes to Abby
Top down in a red Audi
I’m bound fro Yucca Valley
Am I scared? I won’t be
On the trail I’m gonna be
Hiking in Mojave
In the desert
Jack rabbit and me
In Joshua Tree
Out yonder all I see
Many miles of desert country
Got a hawk for company
He’s circling high above me
Am I scared? I won’t be
On the trail I’m gonna be
Hiking in Mojave
In the desert
Jack Rabbit and me
In Joshua Tree
There’s a rattle snake shaking her booty at me
She’s saying something about a synchronicity
On the trail, with the hawk, Jack Rabbit and
Oh I wish you were
Don’t you wish you were?
Oh I wish you were
In Joshua Tree
Started in Yucca Valley on the road to Joshua Tree, 16th November
Sweet Decline
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There’s a mountain range that I passed today
Reminds me a little
Of that curvy line of your stickleback spine
I ran my finger down the middle
Of that sweet decline, sweet decline
Oh sweet decline, sweet decline
Oh those starry skies on the 395
Are like a dusting of freckles
Just like the Milky Way across your shoulder blades
Yes I remember it all
Oh that sweet decline, sweet decline
Oh sweet decline, sweet decline
There’s a mountain range I’m stuck in the middle
On a lost highway, will you comfort me a little?
Over Olancha way where the aspens blaze
I’m gonna drive down to Gus’s
And I’ll cut out my heart and leave it in that jar
With the jerky and the honeys
Oh that sweet decline, sweet decline
Oh sweet decline, oh sweet decline
There’s a mountain range I’m stuck in the middle
On a lost highway, will you comfort me a little?
There’s a mountain range I’m standing in the middle
On a lost highway, will you comfort me a little?
Started on the Scenic Highway 395 on the drive up to Independence, 18th November.
Down at Deetjen's
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I’m out on a limb, no reception
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
There isn’t any road I drove I didn’t think of you
Big Sur seemed prettier when you were in it too
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s
Sitting by the fire I wrote this song for you
The Big Dipper outside she shone brightly but still not as bright as you
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s
All those couples waltzing in while Mozart is playing
This is dinner at Deetjen’s
And as those honeymoons begin I will be leaving
And I’ll look for America and leave this place behind
Toss me a cigarette, I’ll smoke just one for you
And with this wine I’ll forget just why I wanted you
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s, I’m waiting
Down at Deetjen’s
Sitting by the fire I wrote this song for you
Written in the Honeymoon Suite and restaurant at Deetjen’s Inn, Big Sur, November 23rd.
Girl in a High Castle
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TV in the afternoon
Nobody to talk to
And the only movement are the hands
Of your clock, I’ll never understand
Why you’ve been living in a castle alone
Saturday by 2am
Called me seven times, remember?
Hey I know you’re scared
And that’s OK
Nobody’s prepared
To be living in a castle
And in the dark as you lie awake
Don’t forget the baker bakes
You’re not alone
So go to sleep darling
And dream that we are young again
One day soon I’ll pen a song
Make a mint
Then buy a little house
A shepherd hut for two
And we can laugh about how our dreams came through
We won’t be living in a castle
Alone, alone, alone, alone
Written on a hill in Thomas Hardy country, just before the road trips.